65th Independence day... of India
After I left my home to start my career in IT sector.. I never enjoyed any festival or the major Holidays on our country... I would just watch the kids in the next door enjoy and celebrate the holidays and would be happy. I would go out sometimes on that day and would see the rush on the streets and be happy...
But this time I didn't feel even those... The corruption is eating our nation, our lives slowly. Earlier I used to feel that we have got the freedom for free. We got into other's hands, other's rule because of our own behavior, own lust, own selfishness, own benefits... and then we fought to get what we lost on the outsider's hands... the root cause is we. No one took over us without our own fault and mistakes, without our own permission.
Now that belief of mine is getting stronger and stronger. And that disease, those mistakes are today again happening and again some of us are behaving selfish and filling our own pockets.
Who is not corrupt in this nation? Starting from a peon to a Director in a company, everyone is worried and bothered about is their own pocket. The IT sector is not behind. We all are corrupt starting from the developer to the team lead, to the manager, to the director. There is a little bit of manipulation for the projects's benefit we all do. We fool around the client at times and sometime they do the same with us. No one is clean, no one.
Ah... I feel so irritated at times that I feel like going to a place where all these chaos won't be there. The saints in the Himalayas are in better position for these news don't bother them; for all they are bothered about is filling their stomach to live and then pray for the rest of their time on earth. May be I am ignoring the hard times they face, but those problems don't eat their mind and body and make them sick on day.
Whatever it is... I feel very sad for what's happening to India. Earlier the outsiders used to steal things from India and now some of those Indians.
When will I be able to feel that we are really free and a developed nation? I don't know.
I couldn't feel the independent India.
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